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Disconnected.

Some time ago, I decided to rid certain people of my life.

I decided it was time to eliminate those who I felt did not appreciate me or my friendship. 

At first I felt lonely.

Sometimes, I still do.

Those people I felt who poisoned my life were not all evil. Just were not interested in the friendship I had to offer. 

It all felt very one sided.

I see those people from time to time, and I greet them with the same love and kindness as I did before.

Perhaps not entirely. 

Maybe with a little bit hesitation.

Maybe with a little bit of resentment.

Sometimes I think that I take these things too seriously.

Friendships. Relationships.

I see others perfectly content at parties, social gatherings, “kickbacks”. Drinking. Smoking. Laughing. So what if their friendships are superficial? They don’t seem to mind. 

Why do I care so much?

I take my friendships seriously. I’ve learned that my love and trust should not be just given out at random, but to those who have earned it.

Time is precious. So I choose to not waste mine on those who don’t care about me.

And that is what I’ve realized; some people just don’t care about you.

That’s okay.

I’ll see them at the next party, social gathering, “kickback”. Greet them with kindness. Drink with them. Laugh.

Leave with a little less resentment.

Remain disconnected.

Content. 

zebbbbbitneverends:

I am in love. 😍😍😍
ernestodmorales:

México DF  /  September 2013
Finally packing. Leaving on Sunday. 
I’ve worked so hard for this. Only certain people in my life understand how much hard work I’ve put into making this dream become a reality. I know it sounds a little cliche, but I deserve this. I’m ready to accomplish so much more.
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